Hero.

Anyway, I stand by those last words - it gets bleak, it gets discouraging, we tend toward cynicism; but if we don't stay open to the possibility of good good things, we won't ever receive them because we won't even know when they're being offered. It's a lesson I learned from Late Night with Conan O'Brien.

-Ted Leo

Superman

For Day.

Even though, you are far away...

I can still taste the scent of your perfume on my lips,

and smell the way your hands moved down my down my body.

Even though, you are far away...

Your pants are right where you left them,

locked away safely, in my pants drawer

Hidden, Secretly and discreetly like a door in the floor

That leads to a land where cats bite our little toes at 7am

Wondering if this moment ever has to end

Where laughter and tears feel the same way,

where we fly like superman and laughed harder than you ever thought you could...

At a lightning storm.

And our love making is louder than thunder claps.

Dripping beads of sweat for the world to collapse

Beneath us...no one could even reach us.

Even though, you are far away...

I can still hear you breathe,

It's that noise at night, that helps me sleep

Even though, you are far way

I still laugh at the faces you make

and that time i farted...and you screamed

I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE!

Even though, you are far away...

I still won't write you a letter

but if I did it would say

Dear You,

Even though, you are far away...

I can't forget that time

You know?

When You (beautiful faced, tan skinned, and classic navy shorts)

And Me (Wearing the last clash shirt I ever bought and brown jeans)

made sweet love on that couch until "HOLY FUCK! A BAT!"

I screamed that....

digging my face into your warm loving body

I want to take that moment and bottle it, and stick behind that door in the floor...

Along, with superman, that cat, thunder, lightning, Prom and that terrible tuxedo i wore.

But most importantly will be me, standing alone without a phone diagnosed with Swag Flu

Holding just a sign that says...

Hey, Cubby.

I

Love

You

Abstract Realism

Never be my friend again, please...do us all a favor

Chasing Sea-Foam Dreams

Hey,

I Lie

Alot.

Sorry.

I've lost it all

I like Tom Waits, because he makes me feel smart

I can't ride a bike, why? because i tried i wasn't good at it so i stopped

I Stole the cookies from the cookie jar.

Your Band sucks, no matter how many times I say "good shit" to you

I can't Swim or Drive, because it takes too much effort to learn these things.

I walk everywhere, not because i can but because I have too, but don't get me wrong, I love that

Yeah, I wrote a story, it was 30 pages, it sucks.

I get it...you're ugly...leave me alone

I'm sorry i fucked you over so badly, but that was me then and i don't think you'll ever know me now

I watched you dance today...I cried

I'm sorry...I fucked you up

What the fuck is wrong with you?

I can't remember ever cheating on a test

Yeah, Leave me alone is good, but fuck michael Jackson. R.I.P Vic Chestnutt

I have never heard a song by Vic Chestnutt, but if Ted Leo likes him, he deserves to be heard

I miss Channel Zero more than anything on this planet

I can't stand myself sometimes

Please pick a fucking side...love or hate.

Your all terrible people...but i love you all...fuck me.

I sleep with a teddy bear...that bear says "Hey Roy, I love you so much" and i love that bear and person so much more.

I want to get into a fight...wrestle me?

I love professional Wrestling, it's art, its physical art, so fuck what ya heard, act like you know.

I weigh 128 pounds and am 6'1

I fell down my stairs in october and my arm still fucking hurts.

I will never forget your legs crossed in mine after school on your couch.

I want a fucking life

I have only read 3 books in my entire life cover to cover, by my own choice

My favorite book, i never finished.

I really want to start reading.

I'm really good at sounding hip and cool, but I'll never actually know if I am or if i'll ever feel that way.

You motherfuckers, took 2 years of intelligence from me, but made me the person I am today, physically atleast.

I miss you, You were the first person who ever believed in me and I told you I'd see you more and I haven't kept those promises, I could be so much better

I never know what I want, I'm sorry you have to deal with me.

I fucking hate you, you don't belong where you are, in any part of your life. I'll see you soon.

I stand infront of a stand up lamp and play air guitar pretending I'm Ted Leo, speaking of that...

I LOVE TED LEO, I would give up my world to go on tour with him, to be near him, to just listen to him speak, to mimic him, to find out what makes that man tick.

I never played little league, softball rules.

I love Major league baseball, so very much

Yeah, I fucking love Vinyl's, but they sound different, yeah i love tight pants, but my legs are so skinny i have no choice, yeah i want glasses, and i ruin my eyes to get them, you don't fucking know me, and you never will, so just keep moving on.

I'll make a movie, thats better than anything you'll ever do, if it kills me

I hate my brother just as much as I love him.

I love myself and my life, but everything still needs alot more work. and it wasn't until today that I realized maybeee....this is true.

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